Unanswered

How long had I been compelled by darkness?

How much hate consumed my heart?

How long did I endure suffering?

How much of me did I tear apart?

How long couldn’t I stand myself?

How much abuse did I take?

How long didn’t I love myself?

How many mistakes did I make?

How did you find me?

When I try and never could.

What did you see in me?

When In me I see no good.

Why should I believe you?

How do I know it’s not lies?

What makes you so different from

Every other guy?

You keep promising your love,

Promise you never leave,

But how can I trust you when

I’ve been constantly deceived,

You say you want my heart but that’s

Something that I lack

How can I give you something,

I never quite got back?

How long must I suffer?

How much must I cry?

How long will I go on aching

Unable to live my life?